Several times during our engagement, I told Phil that I wished I had a way to express a lot of the emotions I was dealing with during the processing leading up to our wedding. He suggested (many times) that I start a blog, but I was hesitant for a lot of reasons. I was afraid that if I said how I really felt about some of the details of wedding planning, I would hurt the people involved. But I also wasn't interested in censoring myself. So I opted not to blog my way through...
